Monday, 11 September 2017

MYSTERIOUS JESSICA; MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES

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Jessica Clark married Gareth Mayer.

Gareth likes Jessica when she has the personality of a gay lad.

 Cwmbran woman's life as five people


Jessica and Gareth, from Wales.

Has Jessica been mind-controlled?

In 2012, a specialist in Norwich, in the UK, diagnosed Jessica as having 'dissociative identity disorder'.

Cwmbran woman's life as five people

Jessica works as a receptionist in Newport, in Wales.

She is also a part-time support worker.


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Jessica developed her male personalities to 'protect' herself after suffering a traumatic event during her childhood.

She refuses to speak about the traumatic event.

'I think having males around all day everyday in my brain really help me desensitize myself to being afraid of men,' she said.

'I thought, if I was a boy, what happened to me wouldn't have happened.'

Jessica Mayer, 25, with DID



As the result of 'dissociative identity disorder' (split personality), Jessica Mayer (born Jessica Clark) has five personalities.

She regularly switches from one character to another without warning.

"Jessica's disorder is believed to affect one to three per cent of the world's population."

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Jessica's five 'alter egos' are:

Jake, a Buddhist Hollywood actor and singer, who has an American accent, and a brother called Jamie

Jamie, a bisexual doctor, who has an upper-class British accent, wears prescription glasses and is the brother of Jake

Ed, a gay anorexic Cockney (working-class Londoner) hairdresser, who is left handed, and who is the 'partner' of Jamie

Ollie, curently aged 14, who is obsessed with astrobiology (evolution and life patterns), is moody, and is the 'son' of Jamie and Ed.

Jessica Mayer

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25 year-old Jessica is from South Wales in the UK.

Jessica "is happily married to Gareth Mayer, leads a 'girlie' lifestyle" and copes with full-time work and university.

She says of her personalities, 'One of us, whoever it may be, is up in the morning.'

"Generally, Jake usually starts the morning because he likes to take the dog out for a walk or go out for a bit of a jog.

"Ed usually prepares lunchboxes and sets everything up for the week while Jessica would go to her 9-5 job as usual."

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Sir Jimmy Savile, friend of Israel and various prime ministers, was reportedly a frequent visitor to Bry Estyn, one of the children's homes in WALES run by John Allen. SAVILE ABUSED BOYS AT BRYN ESTYN.

Jessica says of her personalities: 'Allowing them to have their own space and their own time is incredibly beneficial to our overall mental health.'

Growing up, Jessica said that she would find herself at a different location, not knowing how she ended up there.

'I remember one day, I was in a dress with the highest of heels on, blisters all over my feet, it was raining and I had no idea where I was or how I got there,' she says.

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Gareth Mayer describes the change between the personalities as 'incredible'.

Gareth says: "You literally see a shift in everything, from accent to attitude, and even her mannerisms and the way Jess looks."

He says each of the personalities has their own tastes and styles, and that Jessica has bought clothes to suit each personality

He says: "Lady Gaga's wardrobe is probably less diverse than Jess' is."

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David Litvinoff, The Procurer, by his friend Lucian Freud.

Among those who reportedly provided young boys for the top people in the UK government were David Litvinoff (David Levy) and his half-Jewish friends the Kray Twins.

Litvinoff "was the Faginesque head of a small group based at the Temperance Billiard Hall, 131-141 King's Road, Chelsea."

Litvinoff's niece Vida described Litvinoff as "the court jester to the rich, smart Chelsea set of the sixties".

Litvinoff.

Litvinoff, of Russian-Jewish origin, was born in Whitechapel in London.

In Notorious, John Pearson writes that Litvinoff procured boys for top people.

Theatrical agent Mim Scala said "what Litvinoff liked best were little boys, particularly naughty, runaway Borstal boys."[13]

The Pheasantry, once home to Litvinoff.

In 1968, shooting started on the gangster film Performance, written by Litvinoff's friend Donald Cammell and co-directed by Cammell and Nicolas Roeg, and starring James Fox and Mick Jagger.

Litvinoff got the job of "dialogue coach and technical adviser".

Litvinoff introduced the cast and crew to London's underworld.[11]

Marianne Faithfull said "They hired real gangsters ... and a genuine mob boss as adviser. This was David Litvinoff."[11]

Jimmy Savile and the military in Wales.

In 1968, Litvinoff rented a cottage in Llanddewi Brefi in Wales.

Among those who allegedly stayed at the cottage were Eric Clapton, Bob Dylan, Jimi Hendrix and Yoko Ono.

In 1977, Operation Julie busted a large LSD manufacturing and distribution network operating partly from Llanddewi Brefi.

Davington Priory, c. 1910.

From 1972 until his death in April 1975 'from an overdose of sleeping pills', Litvinoff lived at Davington Priory in Kent.

Davington Priory is currently the home of Bob Geldof[23])

One witness recalls Litvinoff speaking on the telephone to a confused Brian Jones of The Rolling Stones the night before Jones died.[7]

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Aangirfan: SATANIC CHILD RAPE IN WALES

aanirfan.blogspot.com/2015/02/satanic-child-rape-in-wales.html

Feb 7, 2015 - In January 2015, a Welsh couple (above) who went in for Satanic child abuse have at last been jailed for crimes committed in the 1970s.

Aangirfan: NORTH WALES - JOHN ALLEN - THE BIGGER PICTURE

aanirfan.blogspot.com/2014/11/john-allen-bigger-picture.html

Dec 1, 2014 - Dennis Parry, a former leader of Clwyd county council in Wales, told the Sunday Times: 'My information was that not only was he (John Allen) ...

Aangirfan: ANGLESEA GUILTY; BRYN ESTYN; THE BIGGER PICTURE

aanirfan.blogspot.com/2016/10/anglesea-guilty-bryn-estyn-bigger.html

Oct 21, 2016 - In the UK, on 21 October 2016, Gordon Anglesea was found guilty of sexually abusing boys at a North Wales children's home, Bryn Estyn, and ...

aangirfan: APRIL JONES; MARK BRIDGER; WALES

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Oct 22, 2012 - In the UK, the disappearance of little April Jones, in Machynlleth in Powys in Mid Wales, on 1 October 2012, temporarily distracted from the ...

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Wednesday, 14 October 2015

SEX, TRAUMA AND BIPOLAR PEOPLE

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Rosemary Clooney, who was bipolar.

Any kind of extremism or extreme event can lead to poor mental health.

Think of the sexual repression in Saudi Arabia and the Wahhabis' bouts of rage.

Think of the kids who are sexualy abused by adults and the high level of mental illness suffered by such kids in later life.

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Connie Francis, who was bipolar.

I can think of 'John' who was groomed and sexually abused by a male teacher at the age of six. 

Apparently John 'repressed' the abuse; his wealthy family were reportedly unaware of the abuse.

As a teenager, at a different school, John voluntarily had sex with various boys and teachers.

As a young adult, John began to experience rage. 

One might imagine that, subconsciously, he was enraged with his parents and perhaps enraged with his own failures.

John was diagnosed as being bipolar.

John has now come to terms with his problems.

He has done this by talking to people about his traumas and writing a book about his traumas.

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Vivien Leigh was bipolar.

"Emotional abuse experienced in childhood, especially in children aged 5 years and younger, confers an increased risk for bipolar disorder, new research shows."

Emotional Abuse in Childhood Linked to Bipolar Disorder

Sometimes a mother is separated from her young child due to illness or divorce; or a mother has emotional problems which affect the upbringing of the child.

Various dramatic events can temporarily alter the chemistry of the brain.

Such events include the death of one's partner, the loss of one's job, the loss of one's home or some kind of traumatic sexual situation.

When the victim eventually comes to terms with these difficult events, the brain chemistry can return to normal.



The rage resulting from sexual and other traumas, is not always directed against the people and institutions that may have caused the problems in the first place.

"Instead, the rage is generally directed at helpless victims who are sacrificed to the sick gods of guilt, shame, and ignorant pride."

Sexual Repression.

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Nina Simone was bipolar.

Anonymous wrote:

"The real battle is the fight against the (so called) evil in your own nature.

"To acknowledge that these monsters in your dreams are part of you.

"And once you see this ... you have the power to change yourself."

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Britney Spears is bipolar.

If we look at the following list of people who have been bipolar, we may see that part of their problem is sex - either repressed sexual feelings and/or uncomfortable feelings about indulgence in certain types of sex.

And part of the problem is traumatic events.

List of people with bipolar disorder.

Alexander Hamilton, a founding father of the USA, was born out of wedlock, and orphaned as a child.

Hamilton had a three-year affair with Maria Reynolds while paying her husband James Reynolds blackmail money to maintain secrecy.


Alexander Hamilton

Hans Christian Andersen was reportedly a repressed homosexual.

Hans Christian Andersen was a gay virgin.

Charles Pierre Baudelaire frequented prostitutes and contracted gonorrhea and syphilis.

He wrote: "I think that the unique and supreme delight lies in the certainty of doing 'evil' - and men and women know from birth that all pleasure lies in evil."[40]

Ludwig van Beethoven loved his nephew Carl. Beethoven's father was a monster.

Beethoven.

Winston Churchill liked boys and young men.

WINSTON CHURCHILL..

Charles Dickens liked boys.

Acording to Françoise Dupeyron-Lafay (The Forms and Functions of Language in David Copperfield):

"Cannot homosexual overtones be heard in David's admiration, and even 'love' for Steerforth, or in his comparing himself to a submissive female character, Scheherazade, reading to the sultan ?" [17]
Charles Dickens.


As a small child, Ernest Hemingway was dressed as a girl.

Ernest Hemingway frequently wrote about men who loved boys.

For example, in A Simple Enquiry, an Italian major unsuccessfully tries to seduce a young lad. (Ernest Hemingway)

Truman Capote called Ernest Hemingway "the greatest old closet queen ever to come down the pike"

(Conversation with Robert Jennings in 1968 - hemingway wore dresses)

Abraham Lincoln used to sleep with young men.

Abraham Lincoln

Mark Twain liked both boys and girls.

Mark Twain and boys and girls.

Isaac Newton never married, but he did have a close friendship with the Swiss mathematician Nicolas Fatio de Duillier

When Newton was three, his mother remarried and went to live with her new husband, leaving her son in the care of his maternal grandmother. 

The young Isaac disliked his stepfather and maintained some enmity towards his mother for marrying him.

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