Aangirfan: CONFESSIONS OF A TEENAGE PORNSTAR

Thursday, 13 October 2016

CONFESSIONS OF A TEENAGE PORNSTAR

Sven

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13 comments:

Anonymous13 October 2016 at 10:28
The first chapter was riveting and well written. Bookmarked for further reading. It's an utter thrill to be in the setting, as the author stated, the pinnacle of the 60's revolution in Britain, Tavistock, mk-ultra and it's place in the UK sexual abuse and extortion industry. Like he said Britain's own Laurel Canyon Saga.

Great material.

Oh and thanks for tracking down that sorcha faal lead about that Anon video, I never would have mentioned it if I knew it came from them (didn't do enough research on it).

AkhaldanSolo
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Anonymous14 October 2016 at 03:32
Went through the whole series last night. Riveting.

Not sure about the 'psychic gene' concept, but I am not an expert in that area.
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Anonymous14 October 2016 at 03:36
Comment from 'Mysterious Sven'.

re: Wimpole Muse.

I did not write this book or blog or whatever. Despite the inpression I did.

I did not publish it.

I do not know who did. Or why.

I was never approached to test read it, or asked for permission to publish.

I would not have agreed to it.

This book/blog simply stirs up the shit for no reason. I risk being ridiculed by the media, unable to defend myself.

I've quickly glanced through it, it is seemingly cut and pasted from various sources and badly written. If and when I decide to publish MY version it will be much better written and checked by a professional (I'm in contact with one I might use).

I've not published yet as I haven't written anything near good enough and I've no proof to back it up. Without proof you quickly get shot-down by the pundits.
I cannot prove anything other than I exist, I can't prove a single thing otherwise. The evidence is out there, yes, but after 33 years of much work I've not found a single thing of use. No documents, no photos. The few people I've located who knew me, even people who knew nothing of all this but just knew me as 'the lad next door' so to speak, refused to talk to me. I got the impression they had problems back when Ward was on the front pages, were threatened maybe. I don't know. I was no longer in the UK, I was left alone. I've not been in contact with anyone I knew other than a quick trip to UK in '66 when I bumped into a couple of guys I knew via a mercenary I knew. Ward, the scandal,
was never mentioned, possibly didn't know I knew him. Mandy I eventually found, but she died on me before giving me anything of use.

Much of the more 'technical' aspects reported in later chapters are none of my stuff at all, never written about it as it's of little interest to me, I heard about some of it but that's all. I try to stick to what I know. The 'conclusions' reached at the end of the book are rubbish. To me anyway. It might all be true but I don't know that. My conclusions as to why Ward was killed are completely different. And you will never know of it, I'm never going to publish that, far too dangerous. And I promised someone I'd keep quiet about it. But it is noted and kept in various secure places.

One day the truth will come out, but even then there'll be no proof to back it up.

Unless the media and police release their secret files.

For they knew the lot. But couldn't prosecute the people involved. It's their business, you see, gossip is their game. Much info the police used to grab crooks came from drunkan journos. Who all knew Ward well. So did 'Bill', Ward socialised with many cops,from 'street plods' to top men, several of whom knew Ward's dark secrets as they were also members of the same secret society he was.

Ward was oh-so close to succeeding in the mission he was on ...so close... But fate stepped inbetween and he ran out of time.

It took many years for me to wake up and begin to think about those days - I'd forgotten totally about it, I had a new life to live, no contact with old friends, very seldom with family, nothing to wake me up.

Until my lovely sis-in-law, who occasionally modelled for Ward for cash to fund her studies, inadvertantly awoke me when I visited for Xmas '82. She died on me, bad car accident, bad divorce, sick-pension in the Spanish sun, drink did the rest. She never read my notes, we didn't speak of Ward or what else she knew, nervous her family would find out!

And the truth is also known to a politician, The Home Secretary, possibly, who has a thick file sealed in a strong envelope in the safe in their office. It has been there for near 55 years. They probably don't dare to look at it, but must have some idea of how dangerous it is as one day they might have to open it and use it.

Rant over. Over and out.

Have a good weekend chaps.

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Anonymous14 October 2016 at 06:20
The 'Muse' here ...again.

A correction. I didn't get the introduction when I hit the site, it started with the 1st chapter. I now have found it and know who published the blog.

Redwell Trabant.

An excellent researcher and deeply into 'the dark side'.

The introduction includes a copy of an email, seemingly from me. I can't copy and enlarge it, my eyes aren't up to reading it, but I seem to have been a little careless in my choice of words and, as such, did give him the go-ahead to use my stuff.

But only as background research, not to publish a book!

Common courtesy alone says he should have least have sent me a copy to edit, perhaps it called for a signed and witnessed written contract (do emails count?) especially as he wrote in 1st person, as if I wrote the lot. No, half is totally his, and he's no way of knowing if I agree with it all. Readers will assume I stand for all of it. Not nesseccarily. Those bits should have been written in a fashion it was obvious it was him.

I've now copied the text and will do that edit in due course. Just to see if I could have improved a flawed account to the point I approved of it all.

Feel free to ask me questions when they arise, I don't access aangs very often but I'll try a bit harder if you like.
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Cj14 October 2016 at 17:36
I would like to hear the "real" Sven's version of events. Very disturbing to read that Sven's story was co-opted/stolen and apparently distorted. Just when it seems a glimmer of truth might finally show through... Some agent is ready to dive in and muddy the waters... Presumably devolving into another successful diversion of "tit for tat" and scruntizing minutiae of who said and did what when where, and little of it probable, just like JFK. Sigh.
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cj14 October 2016 at 17:49
Darn, lost a long comment... Off topic, did anyone happen to "tune into" the recent forced outing of Zen Gardener as a 27 year high level member of the Children of God child abuse sex cult?
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cj15 October 2016 at 06:26
Oops, first comment should say "provable" not "probable."
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GG16 October 2016 at 02:48
The "book" is cute (plenty of plausibility drawn from the sources). But the phoney comments by the writer, pretending to be "Sven" at odds with "Trabant", give it away. As does the nonsense, of course.
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Anonymous17 October 2016 at 21:25
These comments should have a spoiler alert! Well, it didn’t sound like Sven; I’ve only read a chapter or two yet.

‘Confirms’ stuff I’ve read here and elsewhere, but if it’s Redwell Trabant’s research it’s all very circular (Trabant has commented here; I’ve commented on the following).

Here’s Redwell Trabant’s blog:

http://beaconfilms2011.blogspot.com/

See particularly:

http://beaconfilms2011.blogspot.com/search?q=ward
http://beaconfilms2011.blogspot.com/search?q=kray

For the Hammersmith Nude Murders/Stripper Murders/Jack the Stripper see comments by Cap’n Jack:

http://forum.casebook.org/archive/index.php/t-388.html

Tintin
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